No one asked for me to come back? Well wouldnt it be a disapointment if I did. Well we cant have that happen now can we. Ill be working on something this week i guess.

November 7th, 2017 i said I wasn't dead. And I am sill not dead. I just have other things in life going on and maybe one day I will come back to this. I feel the urge every once in a while. so maybe

but I do have a new song in the works

I am in one of the best mood I have been in, in months if not longer, it feels nice, even if it is boos enhanced. live life people. Live life how you want, the way you want, and dont let any one, no matter who they are, bring you down to their level, you got so much more to live for then negitive comments and shitty situations.

If you look at my profile icon when you go to my page you see a lotus. or lily, I don't remember any more. What ever, any way, I have not changed it since I opened up my account on New grounds. I have not changed it for one simple reason. It used to be my avatar everywhere I went, every site I used. Why don't I change it like I have everywhere else? I don't know. I guess as the tittle says, time makes the heart grow fonder.

I think the same goes for my user name. I have been using it for years now, since I was around 16 or so. maybe 15 or 14. It was a short step from what i used to use, which was nothingmater, but people started to nick name me nothings, so I switched into Nothins. Now I identify with the name. I use it everywhere, it is who I am, it is what I call my self online and sometimes in real life. Time had made the heart grow extremely fond of the name. But the photo? I am still fond of it. But it also reminds me of a time not long ago, but what seams like a distant memory in my mind.

It reminds me of a website I used to visit, many have used it, though the site is now as dead as the horse every one keeps beating, which is weird. But I used to be on Mangafox every hour of the day I was able to. At the time it was my life. I made many friends there, over time they all fade away, some remain, even if contact is lost. But even as you get older, no matter your age, we all look back with rose tinted glasses from time to time. And some of us leave things the same on purpose so that we always have a connection to that past. 

I think that is the only reason why I continue to make shitty music, instead of getting a better program and actually progressing in skill level. I do it to maintain a connect to my past, as remembrance to what once was. so that I don't forget those memories, lest they be washed away in the sands of time.

I had a song fetured in a video, and while I was expecting an animation of different sorts, not an informational peice, i was highly suprised and If you get a chance, to who ever is reading this, watch this. It is short, but deffinitly worth the time.

http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/686773

Yes, you there, reader of these words. Breather of air, and seer of sights, wanderer of life, and adventures in time. Have a good day. Be the best you can every moment of every day, be the best you like no one else can do. Be the best you, who does the things you do, and should you faulter, be the best at that too. Be your best, and make every day a great day, and every day shall be good.

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It is not one song but four I have. Apperently I like to save stuff in weird places like my Cinema 4d banners folder. how odd.

well over a year, and All I have done was make two fialed songs, i wont ever put out, one song i jsut uploaded that i like but not the most happy with, and thats about it, talk about an uneventful year for me